I’m sorry I’m not perfect. I’m sorry I keep hurting you, and us. I’m sorry that I’m not good at this relationship stuff. I’m sorry I make you mad, or irritated. I’m sorry for always yelling at you.. I’m sorry I don’t make you happy… I’m sorry I’m such a terrible girlfriend. I’m sorry for every bad thing that has ever happened to us. I’m sorry for everything..
Parents always tell us not to focus on relationships because they aren’t important at our age and we should wait until we’re done with school to find someone, right now it’ll only distract you. But by that time comes, we aren’t young anymore. I think the best part about being young and in love is how deeply we feel. When you find someone you really like, you get really excited and jittery just to hear their voice. That moment where your heart stops when you finally have the guts to tell them you like them. That first kiss is like nothing you could ever explain, it’s too good to be true. But teenage love is like a roller coaster. It’s cliche but so true at the same time. You fight and scream and yell. You’re whole body just feels weak, with your heart hanging heavily. You fall asleep crying, thinking that nothing could be worse, feeling like you’ve hit rock bottom. Like I said before, we feel everything so deeply, even the pain. We let ourselves get hurt because we never knew how hard we would fall.
you know that they say that when youre young you can still feel love that older people feel, and it can be twice as terrifying as when youre older. its a new sensation to you, and no one will believe you, and you don’t know how to deal with it.
one of the many things i learned in com 102
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wildfire (feat. little dragon) - SBTRKT
A Decade Under The Influence // Taking Back Sunday
fuckyeahtakingbacksundaylyrics:
Taking Back Sunday || …Slowdance on the Inside
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catch as catch can.
unhappy.
I’ve had a small realization that writing is like a relationship. In writing, you have so many formats to have a good end result. How you go about it is completely up to the writer, or the people in the relationship. You can’t just simple go straight into a writing and hope that its contents will be perfect. you have to work on it, like you do in a relationship. you have to rewrite, polish, hell even get it overlooked by a friend. You can start on it, and slowly move through it, or rush through it. The funny part though is the troubles it can bring. All the stalling, the frustration, angrily forcing yourself to try harder or stop caring. But to be fair those troubles are met with satisfaction, feeling pleased with what you’ve done. Unfortunately all pieces that are written have an end, but if you’re lucky you can relive the piece and start all over from the beginning. Trying it over again may be the most pleasing thing you’ve done. Learning from your mistakes, doing things differently with the knowledge you know, bettering yourself.
I’ve learned about myself through relationships, and probably even more through writing.
